i'm bored...

...so I read your blog.  If I didn't know better, I'd say you were having a mid life crisis.  But the subject is so limited in scope that I know that's not the case.  It seems like you're just fucked off with the culture you inhabit, and need a change.  I won't pretend to be able to offer you any advice, as the situation is completely specific to you, and your life / desires / beliefs etc.  Its an interesting situation to be in though, to go back and question the things you did when you were younger, and question the environment you inhabited.  Me, I'm not perceptive enough to be in a situation like that, I always take people at face value.  That has been my undoing in the past, and gotten me into more trouble than it was worth.  It took a bad split with an ex for me to get seriously introspective and start to question things.  That capability has gotten better, and worse over time, but I guess I'm just not the kind of guy to dwell on things.  That may be why I usually do so well in work, relationships and friendships - I don't question things that much.  Its not that I can't, just that I don't.
::sigh::  I hate Fridays, they drag on forever.