quitting

We didn't go to see the photographic exhibition after all (the end of yesterday's entry was written this morning) - because I was feeling like shit. I've given up smoking (again, I know) this weekend, and lack of nicotine has been pissing me off all day. I really didn't feel like going out today so we stayed here and just hung out. Sorry babe, I guess this could be a pretty boring and tense weekend, but it'll be worth it if I can finally stop smoking :-) Its funny, I thought I had understood exactly how it would make me feel, but I was (yet again) completely un-prepared for the quantity of tension I'm having to deal with. Its like trying to keep all your muscles tense and not let go - and its involuntary. Anyway, it'll pass, and the nicotine patches do help a bit… really… I swear ;-) In other news today I just saw John Carpenter's movie The Prince of Darkness, and it was impressively scary. Kinda cheesy though, but not bad for something from the early eighties(?). We're going to see The Blair Witch Project this week, and by all accounts its completely terrifyng :-)))